There are days that are hard and days that are impossible. Of late, the impossible days outnumber the hard days. So many temptations of late and willpower has failed. I'm up 6lbs in many weeks and I feel like I've failed. Hubby says not to look at the scale and go by how I feel in my clothes.... News flash, I feel fat. LOL!
Battling the weight is not an easy job. I have to learn to eat smaller portions and eat more often. Something that I've never really grasped and still have a hard time understanding. I think my body is going into starvation mode right now, as I'm upping my workouts... I'll concentrate on this aspect of healthier eating in a few weeks, when I'm back from my bellydance camp (super excited!). I also have to hide that stupid scale that mocks me every day. *sigh*
I'll get through this, I know it. I am STILL down 4 dress sizes and am SUPER proud of how much I've lost. Minor psychological setback but I'll get through!!!!
